How i wish.

Steamboat on thurs was a great one! Although every single one of them turned up but we din take any photo at all. Haha. I think we should really have more of such gathering. Hehehe. Reached home ard 1am plus when i got to work the next day, damn tired.

And on friday, i accp janey to millenia walk to surprise LJH who's working there, walked ard at marina square and train-ed home tgt aft that. We were supposed to leave there at 9pm but when we were abt to leave it was alr gg 10pm. I went home to change into shorts and cabbed down to gardens to meet val and fiona. I did not intend to go at first but was kind of feeling down and didn't want to be alone. We ordered chivas and headed home ard 2am plus.

He msged me today and we had a long sms conversation. Sighs, i'm damn confused now. I hate it when things turn out this way, again and again.

All alone.

It's raining heavily today aft work and the first thing that came to my mind is you. I got an urge to msg you to be careful on your way home like i always do but i did not. Hope that's a good thing i did. On a happier note, it's steamboat dinner with my sisters at peiying's house tmr night! It's actually a celebration for peiying's birthday thou we had celebrated with her last sat but this time round most of the girls will be coming :)

I'll be fine.

I read thru some of my past entries just now and i decided to keep all good/bad memories away. And today, i wasted one day leave cos i thought i'm a wonderwoman who can sleep for only one hr aft drinking alcohol and go to work. My pretty friend is not any better than me.

You gave up this love before i could even say anything.